I'm not perfect but I am saved by grace. I make mistakes, I fail, I say and do the wrong things just like you. I've had to learn to say I'm sorry. I've had to learn to hit my knees and ask for forgiveness. I have a heart for others to know and understand the Loving Heart of our Forgiving Heavenly Father. He knows our frailties, our faults and loves us anyway. I try to live my life in such a way that others know that they are accepted and loved no matter what. I believe as a Christian God has called me to walk out his love for others in my personal life. There are those that may never see the Love of Christ anywhere else but through their time with me so therefore I need to be a true representation of Him. And when I'm not, I need to do all within my power to make things right, to humble myself, acknowledge my "wrong" and ask forgiveness of others. I hope as you read about me you'll see just a regular person with hurts and hang-ups just like you.
I grew up dealing with a lot of rejection.
From my very earliest years in school I felt that I was unaccepted and unwanted.
By Junior High I was ridiculed on a daily basis for who I was and for my faith.
Senior High was more of the same but with the kind of twists, and turns, slings and arrows that only teenagers can give.
By the time that I met my future husband, pictured here with me at my senior homecoming dance, I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that I was fat, ugly, useless, worthless and no one would ever want me.
We married three weeks after I graduated not because we had to but because we wanted to.
I couldn't understand what made him think I was beautiful or understand how he could really truly love me enough to want to marry me.
|Family Photo from 2007|
As of June 22, 2013, we have now been married for 28 years. We served for several years as laymen in Praise and Worship and volunteers in children's ministry and media... but the most amazing thing that God has ever called us to do was raise 5 of the most amazing children in the world.
Walking out the life of a wife and mother has been an interesting journey. Through all the ups and downs, the ins and outs, all the crazy things that "life" has thrown at me, however steady or unsteadily I've walked......
God has always been with me.