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Thursday, June 28, 2018

I Called Her Mom




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My mother holding our first child.
On November 17, 2003, my mother went home to be with the Lord.  This November it will be 15 years since she died.  I started this post two years ago but could never find the right words until today.
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In the church building where her funeral was held I was asked if she had been an important woman in the community or the city because her funeral was attended by ~300 people.  My mother wasn't a councilwoman or mayor or anything that society would have thought important.  She was just….my mother.  

She began to take me to church when I was three months old because she made a promise to God although she did not become a Christian until 5 years later.  She eventually did just about every job you could do in the church.  The only thing she didn't do was pastor the church, but I suspect she could have done that too.

            Everyone else that knew her knew her as a soft-spoken sweet woman but that’s not the woman I knew.  Her standards for me were high, too high as far as I was concerned.  The list of things that I could not do were higher, and the correction never seemed to end.  


Sit up.  Put your knees together. Stop slouching. Don’t rock! Don’t bite your nails!


These were just the normal kids stuff.  But the correction went beyond that.  Bad grades were unacceptable, and F’s were terminal, so I got the belt.  Back talking was not even remotely going to be allowed but it seemed that anything beyond ‘yes ma’am’, ‘no ma’am’ would get me popped too.  I’d be lying to say that I didn’t know the back of my mother’s hand VERY well.  I can still hear her voice saying sternly, “don’t look at me in that tone of voice!”  I truly believed that I was adopted.  I could see that my parents loved my brothers but while my father lived in the home, he was non-existent, and my mother was a tyrant!  As far as I was concerned, I had to be adopted, they wouldn't treat their own child this way. My school years were littered with more evidence as my brothers learned to drive, and get jobs while mine consisted of school work and housework.

Thursday, June 21, 2018

What Does the Time of Samuel Teach Us?

            During my Old Testament studies, I was required to write several essays for an Old Testament Survey course.  As part of the overall dynamic of this course, we were always to look for and consider the value of the Old Testament for our lives.  This essay was confined to four specific questions that must be answered:

 During the time of Samuel, why did the people of Israel desire a king? Why was Saul chosen, and, ultimately, why was he rejected? What attribute did David display that made him a better king than Saul? What sin did Solomon commit that ultimately led to the division of Israel after his death?




Israel desired a King

During the time of the Judges the Bible states that “After that whole generation had been gathered to their ancestors, another generation grew up who knew neither the LORD nor what he had done for Israel.”[1]  As you read further in the book of Judges you see that the people of Israel had truly turned away from God and “every man did that which was right in his own eyes.”[2]  By the time that Samuel was old enough to step into the station and position of Judge, Priest and Prophet the people of Israel had already gone through multiple repeated cycles of “apostasy, distress and deliverance.”[3]  Israel’s heart was no longer after God.  The elders of Israel told Samuel that he was getting old and the sons he had appointed as leaders were not following his ways.  This was therefore a good reason for him to give them a king when in truth all they wanted was to be like all the other nations.[4]  In this statement they rejected the Lord God of Israel who had brought them out of Egypt, who had parted the Red Sea, the one who had made them a nation.  Even after being warned what this king would do, what he would take and how he would oppress, they still desired a king.  Israel wanted someone to lead them and fight their battles.  They turned their backs on the covenant and on God.  Samuel prayed and was instructed by God to give his people what they wanted.    

Saul: Chosen and Rejected
Samuel was directed to the right place to meet and anoint Saul the one the Lord spoke of who would lead and govern his people as their king.  Saul was handsome and stood taller than everyone.  On the outside he looked impressive and when introduced to the people they agreed with the choice.  However, he was not God’s true choice
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